being played...

more troubles just flow in to haunt me man...i lost my calculator...ughh... praying and hoping hard that i left it in school accidentally

its as if something is trying to force me to say some swears words,vulgarities,those tt are in daryl's favourite categories... trying hard to hold my record..being vice-chair seem to give me all sorts of probs...

u tell or advise ppl to follow ur orders, they give u attitude and somemore call u go **** off, damn dintei, so when need to do something always almost end up i am the only 1 doing,always involved de...especially with sijian being so busy with choir and family matters,i dun blame him but others view him as a slacker... thus i ended up with so much irrelevant stuff from studies to do...zzz..how to find much time to focus on studies?? if i have some difficult prob tt i need time to think over, i dun have the xtra time...i really wonder was there any high o'lvls scorers who were chairmen... juz to earn tt tupid 1 point then do so much things

is it worthwhile?