i am not going to say u-noe-wad here... seems to common and sounds too cliche... even though every year can hear the countdown or see it on tv... ( haven seen it for yrs....) seems as though tis 1 wasnt particularly tt exciting, shuld b only for me and a few others... for the 1st time ever i aint particularly excited abt a brand new yr... in fact on the contrary... i am the opposite of it... there is the inexpressible feeling in me... a certain fear...

aint particularly looking forward to tmr either, the 1st day of school.... feel as though something bad might happen, or something tt isnt tt gud... ah juz hope tt tis premonition of mine wouldnt happen...